How can I love you if i don't know where to find you?

I dont know why I'm still waiting to love you if even I don't know where I can find.
 my day day is empty without you so much loneliness so?I still remember the day you left, a huge pain in my chest invaded been a while I'm trying to find peace, and madness still go looking for you but you'll find no, illusion but where you are? I know you can hear my voice and hears these words a great love may one day to end.
know I still have a life to live ..Soon I know you'll find you ..